deep
conscious hip hop
chill song
gothic hip hop
realist lyrics
Story behind the song
If you look inside my mind, this is what you'll find.
Lyrics
14. MY MIND
what is my mind?
what makes my side?
I don't care how I got it I take the pride
inside an it shows in my eyes the times
born a seed of violence an evil
also there for all the good people
inside it's heaven & hell
never was apart of the racist shell
in this world I can good enough taste the hell
mind of a madman & good judgment my
brain cells die & different ones grow
I mess up a lotta times cuz
it just works slow
memory unstable "dumb" is what I'm labeled
I'm diluted but never been polluted
years have opened my eyes
& it all went to the maniacal mind
didn't plan it I don't understand it
vulgar vile been there for a while it grew from being on this planet
to assist & punish from this mind that's frantic
seeing enemies & foes decomposed
visions of pain & death with a black rose
through all the incidents I keep my mind right
I have no fright cuz I lived in fear then I altered my life
then I became someone I liked I put my guard up from abuse I took
its a thing of pain as big as a book
one of the strangest one of weirdest when it comes to a friend I can be the dearest
I trust my vibes & can feel if you're devious & yes this minds mischievous
what goes around comes around I'm fair with no discrimination
prejudice isn't a part of my nation I hold on to purification through the abrasions
self destructing thoughts build when my times are low & ill
but I give thanks to the mic cuz that's the pain pill
agnostic I do everything I can for the ones I luv
even I'm exhausted used to be easily fooled
had so much love to give but they weren't true
& I knew I had to move vigilant about who's next to stab
I'll burn them before they burn me an won't be sad
but I got my eyes peeled can't roll with anyone that is not real
I'm foolish humorous sinister as hell but I fallow my heart true & well
take my kindness for weakness you think I'm blind?
I ain't stupid anymore can't patronize my mind
my mind...my mind